The Mirage

Have i made a mistake?
I feel my breath race
I can feel my heart ache,
At merely the thought of your face.

I cannot close my eyes,
I can barely keep them open
You absence on me, rises,
Of pure agony, it's all a mere token.

Have i lost you forever?
Did i really deserve all this pain?
Why did you leave me here to shiver?
What did you even gain?

When did my brain itself, shadow?
Was it when you held my hand,
Or was it when we saw that rainbow
Was it my fault to see hope and demand?

All i have left now, is fear,
This Fear of missing your support and of losing you
The Fear
of this fateful departure,
The fear of the very thought in every sense, all through.

Was your love all a mirage?
Or was it all just a camouflage for sin?
Were the expressions a fake talent of your visage
Alas, in this potential game, i'm sure you did win.