What was it?

Need or greed?
The glimpses of your eyes
What in me, did you feed?
Confused, my heart cries!

What power in you hides?
planted in my mind, a weird seed
What fear in me glides?
The feeling though unknown travels through me, indeed.

Why does your voice feel like neccesity?
Hitting my ears, uninvited
Why does my memory betray me and play on your team?
Making my eyes fill up, undecided.

Why do i stay up at nights?
Playing all the same songs
How did you not see my plight?
Alas! My soul still reaps in all your wrongs.

Did you really mean to crush me apart?
Or was i just a page in your list, long?
Did i feed the appetite of your cruel heart?
Or was i just a verse in your ugly song?