Emptiness

Writing my feelings out,
My mind slowly shouts,
It hurts so bad,
On myself, i doubt.

I cry so slow,
At night so low,
These tears, my jewel,
I make sure nobody knows.

This feeling is so scary,
my eyes suddenly feel teary,
Sometimes i wanna die,
To stay, i still try.

Never felt this empty,
This lonliness i feel,
Slowly on myself, i doubt
I feel like dissapearing in the crowd.